Many of my best conversations about
matters of faith seem to happen in the pub after male voice choir practice on a
Sunday night. I say “best conversations”, but that doesn’t always mean easy
ones. So last week a member of our choir said something along the lines of -
“If religion were true then surely the things you pray for would happen,
wouldn’t they? So I’ve been praying for peace for years now, and it hasn’t
happened! Why doesn’t God knock a few heads together and get things moving? How
come he lets bad things happen to good people?”
Let me be honest here, and admit
that I didn’t have much of an answer ready. The guy who asked the question, one
of our baritones, isn’t a churchgoer, so far as I know, but neither is he anti
the faith, and I’m sure he was telling the truth when he said he’d been praying
for peace. His question was certainly challenging, but it was asked from a
position of genuine struggle; he was trying to match faith to the realities of
the world at a time when all news seems to be bad news, in a way that might
make sense for him. And of course his questions weren’t exactly new ones. As our
two readings today bear out, people have been asking questions like that for as
far back in history as you care to go.
Why do bad things happen? It’s not
an easy question. At least when you think about war, oppression, tyranny or
discrimination, there are human beings we can point at and blame. But we know
we’re also living in a world that experiences tragic chance events: last
weekend, tornados were doing immense damage across the United States, the
weekend before, tropical cyclones were destroying whole villages in Mozambique
and southern Tanzania. There’s always something. If, for example, an undersea
volcano should cause an earthquake which then sparks off a tsunami which wrecks
my little coastal village, taking the lives of those of my friends and family
who don’t get to escape in time, how is that their fault? Or mine? How is that
a just punishment for human sin? What sins are they, and who exactly is at
fault?
The difficult but only conclusion
to draw is that in this world bad things happen. Some of those bad things do
happen to bad people, who you might think deserved all they got, but what about
the collateral damage of the relative innocents who just happened to be in the
wrong place? Some bad things happen because bad people cause them to, like the
Russian invasion of Ukraine, now three years old. Other warlords are also
available, sadly. But knowing who to point the finger of blame at doesn’t take
away the pain and misery and heartache their actions cause, to people who had
no desire for war, to the children being rushed into hospital in Gaza on my
news the other day.
So, to return to my conversation in
the pub, as a Christian and a minister, how can I explain all this? Well, I
suppose I can start by saying something about human freedom. We don’t live in
zoo cages, we live in a world whose people are free to make good choices or bad
ones, and in particular to say yes to God or turn away from him, and it does
seem that in such a world there are going to be times when the unjust prosper
and the just and innocent suffer. The apostle John wrote: “God is love, and
those who live in love live in God, and God lives in them.” The apostle Paul
wrote: “If I have no love, then I’m just a sounding gong or a clanging cymbal.”
Love is at the heart of what faith is about, and we have to be free to love, it
can’t be programmed into us. If God made me incapable of not loving him, I’d be
some kind of automaton or robot, I wouldn’t be a free human being.
So that’s the theoretical answer,
the doctrinal answer, and I believe it to be true, and yet there are times when
it just isn’t enough: like when I see someone get hurt, or when I’m being hurt
myself. Our first reading came from Paul’s letter to folk who were expecting
persecution, who knew they were likely to be hurt. So he used lessons from
Jewish history to encourage them to keep firm and not fall away; in the end, he
tells them, God won’t abandon those who keep faith with him, so hang on in
there.
My baritone friend in the pub might
well have described that as nothing more than “Pie in the sky” - it wouldn’t, I
think, have been enough for him. But faith is about believing the promise, even
if that’s not what it feels like here and now. Not everyone manages to do it;
some of the people Paul was writing to didn’t manage to do it. Not everyone
stayed strong when the church faced opposition and persecution - there were some
who abandoned the faith. Would I have been one of them? I really don’t know - I
hope not, and I’ve been hugely inspired by the stories of faith that spring up
in the dark and desperate and painful places of our world. Of faith tested to
the utmost and not found wanting. I hope I could share that faith; I pray that
I would.
Let’s look at what Jesus was saying
in our Gospel reading. He was being questioned about some of his fellow
countrymen who’d been put to death by the Romans, and others who’d been the
victims of accident, of the collapse of a tower. And we see him refuse to say what
probably other religious people might have said, that those who died must have
deserved their fate. Instead, he insists that they were no more deserving of
their fate than anyone else.
It can be an easy way out, to say something
along the lines of, “Well, I expect he got what was coming to him.” But Jesus doesn’t
say that. What he does say, though, is quite a difficult bit of teaching - that
in reality, each one of us has got it coming to us. No-one is so good, so
saintly, so blameless that they can by their own efforts be free from the
inevitable penalty of human sin. All of us fall, and not one of us can save him
or herself. So all our human life is lived in the shadow of accident, illness,
tragedy, cruelty and war. Even the strongest and most saintly of us will in the
end run out of years. In Isaiah chapter 53 we find this verse, which we can
also hear sung in Messiah: “All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned
every one to his own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all” While
Paul wrote to the Church in Rome that “The wages of sin is death.”
So one response to that question
last Sunday might have been to say that there are no innocents. Everyone is
stained with sin. As an explanation of things, it’s not a very happy one, in fact
left as it is it’s a recipe for despair. But to repeat that quote from Isaiah, “The
Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all.” And to continue the quote
from Romans chapter 6, “but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our
Lord.”
In a world that seems unfair, that
is unfair, and that is full of suffering and pain, Christ who himself suffered,
who was himself treated unfairly and unjustly, becomes our king and our
saviour. He and he alone can lift us from despair; he journeys to the cross in
order to make himself our only hope.
I am trying hard to live a good
Lent, to turn round the things in my own life might that get in the way of
discipleship. But try as I may to do the right thing, I keep slipping back,
letting myself down, letting God down. “Light came into the world,” said Jesus
to Nicodemus in John chapter 3, “but people preferred the darkness.” The good
news is that however much we shun the light, we are still loved by God. We
cannot save ourselves, not by any number of good deeds or righteous acts, and
yet the promise of salvation is true and real. We live in a world marred by
tragedy and mired in sin, but beyond the suffering and pain, and even hiding
within it, there is also love.
Each small act of human kindness
tells the powers of evil that they can never win. Light is always stronger than
darkness, and love is always stronger than evil. Our God is a generous and gracious
God, who loves us even when we make ourselves unlovable. We see his love in the
one man without sin, on whom all our sins were laid. And if we turn to him, if
we turn back to the light of God’s love, we discover that human tragedy,
however dreadful, can never have the last word: for his love always will.